曾及何时，我们都经历过这样单纯的恋爱，
淡淡的，温馨的，简单的，幸福的，
虽然最后我们都无法手牵着手走到最后，
但那些回忆，无疑是很漂亮，很令人回味的，
只可惜，人长大了，有了要求，有了目标，

有了生活的压力，
于是，我们变得不再简单了...
by 慕康

還是朋友 ^^

曾经太幼稚不懂珍惜你，
对不起 :(

现在过得很好啊～
我会慢慢学会长大，学惠珍惜 ^^
希望你也会过得一样好 :D


这首歌送给你的 （你知道你是谁）

希望有一天见到你的时候会像这首歌里唱的一样开心 ^^ ok??


我知道我又想的很幼稚，很天真了啦  >.<
^^ 还是朋友 ^^ 这句诺言我真的会守。。

Puma Jerseys for Charity

Hii~~ very long time no see... hmm...

so u ask me, WAT AM I UP TO RECENTLY??

Class and ASSIGNMENTS, i would say...

haha... ok... cut the crap...



 I'm currently working on a Charity project (one of my class assignments), rising funds for HOPE worldwide Malaysia..

A little about HOPE worldwide:
HOPE worldwide is an international non-profit, non-religious charity organisation established throughout the world. It is also registered with the government as a charity organization here in Malaysia. Their main focus are Children, Education, Health, Senior Citizens, Employment and Volunteerism.
The official website : www.hopeww.org.my

This is an actual picture of the Puma jerseys I'm selling..


Details:
Shop retail price = RM79 each
Do it for charity = RM90 each (merely RM11 extra) IT'S FOR CHARITY!!

Other Benefits:
- good quality new Puma jersey
- be part of charity
- TAX REFUNDABLE (so basically it's free)

Type of Fabric:
- weaved recycled polyester
- expels sweat
- soft, fast drying, light weight

Sizes:
Asian size S, M, L

Anyone interested,
please leave a comment below or e-mail me at mic_1231@hotmail.com

Friends

There are many types of friends you may have in this world.. there are people u know, virtual friends, normal friends, good friends, close friends, buddies, etc....

There is also a type of friends, whom will always be willing to stand by u no matter what ... whatever u do/done, whatever u say, whatever choices u make, whatever person u turnout to be... they will always be there for u... helping u up when u fall, cheering u up when u're down, guiding u when u feel lost, just standing by u when u need no comments... never laughing at u, never judgmental about ur decisions... Some people call this group of friends 'hiong tai'/'ji mui' , some people refer to them as soulmates/buddies...

This type of friends are hard to come by... some people spend their life looking, only to meet that one or two; while some people meet none... but I am very proud to say that i have not one, not two, but a few :) and I am very grateful for having them in my life ^^

Of course, there are also a type of friends... where they may, to the extend, be total strangers, but are still willing to lend a helping hand, a strong shoulder, a cheerful joke, a listening ear whenever u need it :)

Silence...

Have you ever had such a friend?
That you have known each other for the longest of time, practically growing up together...
Yet, after all these time, are still like complete strangers??

Not that you have not interacted with each other...
Not that you have not talked (well, very the extremely minimal, in this case)
Not that you have totally nothing in common...

Just,
neither had found the reason to be close...
neither had the initiative to start a friendly relationship...
And now, neither knows how to really cross that barrier in between :S

Awkward >.< sigh...

15/12/11

今天大早就接到一通电话... 呵呵 ^^ 开心 开心 ... 本来, 还以为那铁石心肠的人会等到闲空的时候才懂得找我...谁知道, 竟然一下飞机就懂得要打给我了... 嘻嘻 :D 算他有良心 :P

今天是考试的最后一天: 早上那科考得应该还可以; 下午那个就真的不知道勒 >< 咳~ 祈祷 祈祷 ... 希望一切顺利过关 O.o 期待明天公布的成绩...


一眨眼,
两年就过去了...
Diploma 也读完了...
再过3个月就要进Degree了...

时间过得好快哦~
希望在这些时间里大家都有学到了一些什么, 都有进步/长大了那么一点点 ^^

The Maze of Life

Life is like a maze

you start off walking with no idea you are going

after some time,

you start to find you way,

you think you found your direction

yet, sometimes,

it all suddenly evaporates

and

you lose your way

again

you're lost

and

you search again

*** *** *** *** ***

am feeling so lost

what's my life about?

what's my goal??

what is it that i really want???

where am i now?

where am i headed??

sigh

*sigh*

BIG SIGH

it really IS time i should grow up and learn

Term 6

Already half of Term6 has past, and Diploma would very soon come to an end.. Wishing time would slow, or even better, come to a stand-still.. Am not liking the idea of Finals Exam approaching.. sigh... May things go well... AND the parting of some friends :( all good things would eventually come to an end... too bad, so sad... maybe some would stay close, while some would surely drift apart... haiz... why am i getting like so emo ><

On the other hand, can't help thinking of the long awaited 2months holiday.. haha.. still not too sure of what to do with it yet.. hmm... perhaps work?? well i'm sure there'll be plenty of play... wakakaka... Hope my schedule would be able to fit everything in... lol... we'll see how ^^ Pray for a nice part-time ya...

Finished and summited my PSR today.. wakaka.. feels like a burden off my shoulders now ^^ have been procrastinating way too much recently ( NOT GOOD !!! ) Next on the list, Menu-upselling and all theory papers... i wonder when i would really start >.<

摩羯座

saw this on FB... very interesting interpretation... haha :)

摩羯座

代表人物：《火影忍者》我爱罗

摩羯座是一个由极端混合而成的矛盾体，从来不曾有哪一个星座曾像​他们一样痛苦地在成为一个好人还是坏人的思虑中，那么频繁而且痛苦的挣扎，他们一方面热切的希望自己能化作和煦的春光复舒​万物，一方面又会疯狂的期盼自己能变作三尺寒冰冻结天地。可对于​这个冬季出生的人群来说，对温暖的追求又是那么执著，所以到了最​后，他总是又跳跃回去，积极地培育自己的春光一样的明媚品质了，​成为一个好人带给他们的快感似乎更容易让他们就觉得陶醉。相对于​他们自身的感受而言，他们并不愿陷在任何负面的阴暗情绪里。但同​时又觉得做个坏人也没什么不好。

一般来讲，孩童时期，他们是最乖巧惹人疼的乖宝宝，而年轻的魔羯​总是容易显得孤僻不合群，年纪越大的魔羯在社会上越如鱼得水，老​了之后，他们往往会成为难得的和蔼又宽容的代表（尽管这宽容和和​蔼来的那么像扑面而来的皇权的体贴，让人面对时虽然觉得温暖却不​敢靠近放肆）。虽然他们终身致力于中庸的调和，又向往任何明媚的​气质，但这种根深蒂固的极端总是很容易失去控制，让他们在社会中​莫名的感到落落寡欢。魔羯的极端，是矛盾的状态，很爱很恨，总在​两端不停跳跃，找不到中间平衡态，所以魔羯座对自己的情绪也会有​困惑，于是他们就在这种激烈撞击的心理状态下表现出一如既往的漠​然，不然他是没有办法思考的，“自己到底在想什么？自己到底站在​哪一边？”就在这种冷漠的伪装中，魔羯正在反反复复整理自己的各​种相互矛盾的情绪和想法，而这就成了世人眼中的深思熟虑吧。想必​魔羯在有的时候会羡慕天蝎和天平：一个的爱恨有方向

（非爱即恨），一个的爱恨是完全调和的（没有最最爱也没有最最恨​）。

你要让身边的魔羯去分析一个人的优缺点，如果他想说，那么你会发​现这个人的无论优点还是缺点都统统无所遁形，你发现他可能分析到​别人的一句话一个动作，也用上了自己的第六感。你会一边赞叹魔羯​的惊人的分析别人能力，一边又暗暗出冷汗，觉得魔羯竟然这么分析​别人？！真是有点老谋深算的感觉。如果他不想说，你就会发现他好​像对任何人都好冷漠，对任何事都漠不关心，如果他心情亢奋，你也​许又会看到另外两个形象：也许非常刻薄，也许非常赞许。魔羯是一​个十分敏感的星座，他能够通过一件小事看透一个人，也十分了解什​么是好的，什么是适合社会的，同时，魔羯又是一个极其爱自我怀疑​的星座，当别人流露出美好气质的时候，他会立刻丢弃自己关于别人​缺点的分析，所以说起来，魔羯其实很容易上当受骗，也很容易受伤​害。因为他们天生的敏感，倒也很容易察觉到自己被骗了，这时他们​极端的性格再次发挥作用：当他们看到别人表现出好的一面时，对别​人的信任是绝对的，不参杂的；而当他们发现，即使是一件微不足道​的小事上的欺骗，他们就绝不会再信任了。
　　　　　　
很少有人和别人交往是从绝对的信任开始，可是魔羯是。这听起来真​不像是天天把人性分析得那么透彻的魔羯所为，但这却是千真万确的​。魔羯总是很轻易的就把一个以前从未接触过的陌生人定义为好人，​别人说什么他都会信以为真。而且他们一旦对别人建立良好的印象就​很难消除。非常容易被感动，最有报恩的冲动：你要是毫无条件的帮​他一回，他可能表面不动声色，却暗暗想把你一辈子都包揽照顾起来​。他们总是把自己的责任看得太重，一旦帮了忙他就是拼了老命也要​做得尽善尽美，不能容忍别人有一点不满意。所以尽管求他们办事很​难，可一旦答应你就放一百二十个心吧！
　　
这仿佛是个从桃源来的圣人。可他并不是。他只不过习惯了自我伤害​罢了！事事走极端的性格是他的致命伤，他们至少要活到50岁往上​才学会“和别人的交往要从怀疑到信任，不要太追求绝对”这句话的​一星半点，而且只是偶尔拿出来用用。虽然这句话他们只有十岁大的​时候就拿出来时常告诫别人。他们的信任来的太干脆，他们的爱来的​太纯粹，他们的付出来的太珍贵。正因为此，他们的目光就开始格外​的敏锐审慎了。一件小事的背叛和欺骗都逃不过那双炯炯的法眼，他​们看在眼里，感到的是铺天盖地的失望和打击和震惊，对所有的人性​都批判了一遍。明明是件无关紧要的小事一件，可他们却在自己的心​里狠狠的插上一刀。他们什么也不会说出来，却开始怀疑自己的付出​是不是值得。但是，他又那么容易原谅，是真正的那种原谅，所有的​伤害就像忘记了一样。接着，再一件事，再在自己心里狠狠插上一刀​，再原谅。他们一旦决定付出情感，总是太汹涌澎湃了，通常是易放​难收。然而，再接着，一件事又一件事，一刀又一刀…（至于他到底​能承受多少次伤害，就要看你们的感情已经培养了多久，有多么深厚​了）终于有一次，他的所有伤口一起崩裂，他的所有关于伤害的记忆​都突然复活了——而在此之前他对你的付出是不打折扣的，虽然他总​是对你陷在又爱又恨的矛盾中——他对你就一下子一点感情也没有了​，即使不是决裂也只剩应付而已，彻底的冷漠速冻了他的心。他感到​屈辱，被利用被愚弄被欺骗了，之后所有的情绪都将不复存在，你们​曾经的感情烟消雾散，他想起你就觉得厌倦。很多和摩羯最终达到这​种状态的人往往很奇怪：为什么那么多事情他都忍受了也没说，偏偏​最后再一件小事上突然如此绝情呢？魔羯不会告诉你他是被最后一根​稻草压死的骆驼，他很可能在最后很沉默，因为他不再觉得有说任何​话的意义了，决定的事情没有更改的余地，根本没有向一个和他再没​有关系的人解释的必要。

不要伤害魔羯，这是我的忠告。他们经不起一点点的欺骗背叛，如果​你能对他坦诚，付出真心，他能把灵魂交给你保管，刀山火海无所畏​惧，绝对是最值得相交的朋友。说魔羯冷漠自私实际等等等等的人请​你回忆一下，不要放过一点细枝末节，你对魔羯冷漠过自私过实际过​吗？你只要动过这个念头，就不要再抱怨了，你的一个动作一个眼神​一句话一个表情早已让他们看的清清楚楚了。他们早已在内心把你这​个没想真心对待他的人给否决掉了。你不配让他们付出百分之百的情​感。而把感情分成份儿，他从来不会。所以魔羯可能会变得世故，却​一辈子也无法圆滑。
　　
魔羯会报复吗？很少吧，尽管他时常觉得自己受到了伤害，但却很少​真正记在心上。除非你真的冲破了他的底线，否则很难激起他主动报​复你的欲望，更多的时候，他们只是在消极对抗，对所有关于你的事​情都变得无动于衷，袖手旁观罢了。但是——--倘若他真的决定了​要报复你，不得不替你惋惜，上天入地都将如影随形，他默默寻觅你​的致命伤，不吝于任何手段以达目的。如果你还安好，只不过是他还​不能确定能将你一棒子打死，正在等待时机，积聚力量。这个悲观的​星座总是会向后远观800年，深信冤冤相报何时了，所以他只要能​忽略就统统忽略，而他一旦出手开始报复，就将势必斩草除根，除恶​务尽了，绝不给你东山再起的再去报复他的机会。那么他的底线在哪​里？一般埋得很深，一万米以下吧。因为他总是幻想自己是做一个心​怀善意的好人。所以说体验过的人也不能不说是一种幸运。
　　
他们是如此单纯又是如此工于心计，他们是如此无私又是如此自我，​他们是如此向往光明又是如此沉溺于黑暗，他们是如此自信又是如此​自卑，他们是如此慷慨大方又是如此悭吝小气，他们是如此敏感细致​又是如此麻木迟钝，他们是如此热情如火又是如此冷若冰霜，他们是​如此崇拜权力又是如此蔑视权威，他们是如此墨守陈规又是如此渴求​自由，他们是如此追逐功成名就又是如此淡泊名利，他们是如此绝对​信任又是如此多疑，他们是如此一诺千金又是如此幡然毁约，他们是​如此浪漫温柔又是如此不解风情，他们是如此瞬息万变又是如此一层​不变。他们的星座是魔羯。
　　
魔羯没有中间态。终其一生忍受内心各种相互矛盾的极端之间的冲突​，无法清楚、绝对的表达自己是他们的宿命。到底是正还是邪？是善​还是恶？他注定了感受误解、孤独、摇摆和困惑。他注定了越来越沉​默。每一个泪水滑落的瞬间，是他们在轻轻和自己拥抱。他像追日的​夸父，穷毕生之力寻找一个可以用尽他们所有的善而或所有的恶的人​，让人性能够不再选择中挣扎，可是终将至死无果。
　　
然而，我想，当走向人生的尽头，魔羯回首的那刻一定是在微笑着：​所有的善恶都是我，我的良心一路而来依旧清澈鲜活。我是魔羯，你​无须懂。

i feel so bloody deserted in KL right now! :(

disappointed?
detached?
missed out?

yup, i feel what you feel now :(
all these years


Sorry?? :(
i know it came too late
anyway, i think, u won't even c this right?
lol...

suddenly so miss u girls back in JB

so many feelings

can't fully understand

much less to express it


where??
where can i go to?


who??
?? who ??

Words so true

Saw these in an e-mail... so true...

Been having quite a life lately. But very lazy to blog. haha. Now the common thing for me to do online would be going on facebook, spend most of the time there, offline, and go to sleep. Which also explains my absence in my blog.



18 Aug 2010, Wednesday

Dream of someone... hmm... let's not recap that dream... forget all about it babe... it's not healthy for you...

Ended waking up at 8.47am, having a 9am class that morning. lol. Jumped right out of bed and started dashing about with as little noise as i could manage. Was out of the house in less in 10minutes. Pro can? haha... took the 9am shuttle to school (just nice timing ma)... Reached class just in time, thanks to Mr. Patrick. haha. Lucky for me I was running late that day, or i would have chosen to wear my sport shoes to class and get kicked out. phew.

Played dodge ball whole afternoon. hmm. was quite slacking that day. sorry. Hit Adam out of the game twice. lol. The story of the Rabbit and the Hare?? lol... anyway, damn sia suei can?? of target long way whey =.= we started playing skipping ropes with the string Andrea brought to measure the court. haha. fun whey. long time never play already. losing my touch.

Missed the 6pm bus because there were just too play people fighting for it. oh well, took the 7pm instead. Reached home late, everybody already eaten. cooked myself Evelyn's instant noodles. nice ^^ once in a while la...



19 Aug 2010, Thrusday

Shit of a day can? hmm... not really that shitty also la...

got up bright and early, which is a good thing compared to yesterday. Roamed around the house, tried to study a bit. Decided to throw the damn rubbish out. MAGGOTS whey!!! walao... G.R.O.S.S ... started splashing water over the whole area, washing everything out...

Had more than half my mind in who-knows-where... ended up stepping on you-know-what :S grr... see how sucky my day started off... anyways, got rid of it, that's what matters...

Rest if the day went on just fine... i guess... oh well, let's just count those disappointments out... it's nothing really.... waited a looong time for the bus... came home, changed, and headed out for dinner...

Had Bak Kut Teh for dinner ^^ at some shop nearby... not very nice to be honest... ever heard eating chicken rice with Bak Kut Teh?? =.= you'll get what i mean when i said 'not very nice'... all in all, still acceptable gua O.o

sleep time...

assessment tommorow... cheers whey...

The Reluctant Saint

Went for yet another play last night... The Reluctant Saint... By far the best play I've been to... haha... from someone who never ever went to stage plays (excluding children/teenagers cost play/Christmas play), I've been to 2plays in less than half a year :D Twelfth Night & The Reluctant Saint...

Back to last night's... My brother was supposed to pick me at 5.30pm, but only reached my place at 6.30pm due to the jam... After picking me, we jammed our way to SS2... well, i wasn't affected by the jam too much, because I slept my way through until we were almost reaching SS2... haha :P tired sial... picked a friend there, then sped our way to the play which was somewhere in the KL area... total jam time was 2hours plus, was so worried that we would only be able to catch less than half of the play... miraculously, the rest of the way was almost free of cars... so got there only 15minutes late or so... haha :D

About the play... they really did a very great job :)) applause applause... quite professional... their voices were... prefect?? emotional?? touching?? enchanting :)) haha... very nice... i especially liked the male lead... his voice was touching, very got the feeling ah... u know... haha... though I'm very not an artistic person, and only i understood...erm...perhaps 3 out of 7 words sang... still, caught the overall :)) lost my translator/interpreter after the first half of the play... George had to sit in the next row, some distant away from us, because his ticket said so... haha... poor thing... oh well, I guessed he enjoyed it too...

Got home around midnight... haha... it's the weekend anyways :) Lots of reports waiting for me... jiayou!!!

Have been having quite a busy life lately... damn tired de whey... but life is fun ^^ so no complains... live it to the fullest man!!!

Have been exercising a lot lately ^^ Since last Thursday...
-Dodge ball
-Swimming
-Gym
-Gym again
-Service class
-Dodge ball again
-Commis, skipped dodge ball (sorry Qing :P)

haha... having fun though :)))

while the fats are coming off me in ways... more is growing on =.= had 2 roti planta just today (lunch and dinner) effort going down the drain?? :S

Screams went unheard

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!


I love you, Mommy.


Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.




If you’re against abortion, reblog.

Holiday

This piece of post have been accumulating dust in my drafts for about 2weeks. About time I finished it. haha. sorry for the looooong wait. There's really not much news in it already, so you can kindly skip it. I foresee it's gonna be very long.



7 July 2010, Wednesday

Went Singapore to meet Qing. Got up at 7.25am and was ready around 8am, to find my dad still in bed. Woke him up. He was supposed to take me out for breakfast on the way to town. Little did i know, a grown up adult men at his age whole need a whole full hour to get out of the house =.= ended up behind schedule about an hour. Had breakfast and reached the custom without much happenings.

It's real fun to things on your own, such as crossing the custom or taking public transportation. Well, at least I enjoy it :)) All was well, kind of followed the crowd to lead me in the right directions at points. Met up with Qing around 11.30am at Orchard Road, and started to walk walk walk and more walking. haha.

Shopping with Qing is fun :D looked in shops i don't usually get to come across, or say don't usually get to shop at. It's good there's people like Qing that will bring me to these places, you know. haha. Although i live so very near to Singapore, the only times i got to go to Orchard Road is when it's getting dark and the shops are mostly closing :( sad case. Though i ended up not buying even a single thing, oh well, never mind. The fun part's the shopping, right?

About shopping with Qing. haha. She really kind of a shopaholic, you know. We actually went from Orchard Road to Plaza Singapura just to get a bag Qing wanted to buy =.= see the great pull of shopping. haha. the exact opposite of me, i'll find just any excuse not to buy something. lol. unless i really really really want it la.

On the MRT back to the custom, we were all asked to get down the train at one of the stops and catch the next one. So i decided to drop by the plaza just next to the station. Wasn't able to find the green tea my mum wanted, so went back to the station to catch the train. First train came, the some situation as my previous one, everybody was asked to alight. Second train came, as so full i didn't have the slightest chance in boarding. Third train came, service terminated again. Fourth train came, tried to board but only got as close as just outside the door when it closed on me :S the same goes with the next train. After soooo long of patience waiting at the station, i finally got on the following train, which magically was quite empty =.=

MRT service in Singapore in quite good de lo, not counting the super jam pack part. It told me get off at Woodlands MRT instead of getting off at the next stop. So i got off one stop earlier as planned, how daring of me. haha. Anyways, getting of at Woodlands led me to meeting Nicholas in the queue. I didn't recognize him at first, but miraculously he did recognize me O.o then i 'cut queue' and joined him :P anyway, got someone there to lead me back is always a good thing lo :))

He started chatting and chatting on and on. haha. listen lo. Never did i know Polytechnics in Singapore are sooo huge. =.= hear about his lessons, and course marking schemes and all. Quite lucky I did not accept the offer to go study there though :P

Parted right outside the custom. I went on only into Cs to 'shop'. Stomach comes first. Tried at this new shop around inner-city. The food there was not bad la, not too good either though. Quite enjoyed eating only for no reason. Bought my movie ticket for the next day :) Eclipse !!!! then took the bus back home.



8 July 2010, Thursday

Went back to my primary school in the morning :)) Really nice. I was acting like a stupid tourist, taking lots of pictures everywhere. Anyway, who cares?? :D Took so many pictures until my camera battery went flat. I won't be posting the pictures here, but you can have a look it them on my facebook. Will be updated 'soon' .

Not much change in the school except for the canteen. It was renovated few years ago into a 2storey building. Once the single-story all canteen contained 6-7 stalls, now became only 2stalls (one on each floor). Saw some of my former teachers, not much change here too. They look almost the same as years before, but if you look close enough, you'll be able to see that the markings of time did not let anything pass. sigh. We're getting older by the days, so are they. Was quite surprised that one teacher actually still remembered me :D though she couldn't remember my name, but I understand :)) she always remembered me every time i went back there ^^ had breakfast that the new canteen before leaving for Cs.

My dad dropped me off in the next street to Cs, had to walk through a small lane to the over-head bridge. I've never gave it a thought where that lane led to, although I've walked pass the other side of it many times. :P Went straight to the cinema since none of the shops was open yet. Eclipse was not bad lo, compared to the previous 2 movies. Maybe because my expectation was very low, it totally did not give the disappointment i felt from the previous 2 films. good?? at least it wasn't bad.

Killed time window shopping around Cs while waiting for Llp to arrive. Saw a bag and a purse that was quite acceptable nice, but way to expensive. oh well. Dropped by at popular to kill more time which worked out great. Finally, Llp called, met up with her. Then brought her to lunch, which ended up as a bad idea later on. After lunch we hurriedly went to buy myself a pair of shoe i saw last night, before rushing off the Pelangi to meet Shermin. Ended up rushing all over the place and was still late =.= see why lunch was a bad idea?

So we reached Pelangi late on schedule. Met Shermin and went in to red box. Had tons of fun. haha. It's like a routine now, meeting up with the girls. We go out every year about this time of the year to celebrate their birthdays (though it's about 1month apart). It used to be every school holiday, which was about 2 times a year. But, oh well, it nice to still meet up every year, though just once a year now.

Left Pelangi at about 8pm. Called my father to fetch me, didn't want to take the trouble of changing buses and all. so. haha :P but, my father only reached at 8.30pm so reached home only at 9pm. Met the 'horse face' manager at the Pelangi Mc D. haha.



9 July 2010, Friday

Received a phone call early in the morning, woke me from my dreams :S Dear said she would be coming back from school at round noon, so we could go out together after all :)) Spent my whole morning on the computer, had lunch, then headed to Angsana with her :) didn't do much there though. Shopped quite a bit. Was so depressed that i couldn't buy another part of shoe :(( but dear bought a pair instead for her presentation on Monday. Hospitality students have nothing to worry about here :D I, on the other hand bought a hand bag and a purse :)))



10 July 2010, Saturday

Went down to Cs, again. Was starting to get tired of that place already. Sigh. Anyway, today was with Susan (I never spell her name right :P ). Ate at the Korean Steamboat there. Second time going there, but still with the same person. haha. watever. Saw a friend from church (but she didn't see me) with her boyfriend, her sister, and another guy (maybe her sister's bf) . Her boyfriend seriously damn handsome de lo, Susan kept looking. lol~~

My pitiful shoes gave up on me again :((( sigh. damn pathetic de lo. It happened before, and it happened again. I did try fixing it one or twice, but still no use, broke again. Oh well. It's going for recycling then.




Sorry for taking so long on this piece. Will try to find the mood to update soon :)

Happy Week?? haha... maybe...

Today, was the announcement of the Thinking Skills project winner... A project that got us all sooo stressed up, REALLY... Mr. Adrian, our Thinking Skills lecturer... I just don't know to love him or hate him... haha...

Anyways, OUR GROUP WON THE CHAMPION!!!! Yippee~~~ haha.... Andrea actually cried tears of joy... well, she deserves it... after ALL she's done and stressed and pushed.... haha... WELL DONE TEAM :)) sorry for my lag of doing things though... i feel like i didn't really do anything lo compared to the rest... Thanks guys (and girls)...

I learned something today, though... Something that set me thinking... something that sets me into an emo, thoughtful state... sigh... i don't really know how to put this into words actually...

How much you give out, will be how much you get back... here, i don't mean any of those "一分耕耘,一分收获" "how much you do, is how much you'll harvest" shit... those aren't at all accurate !!! here, I'm saying what comes from the heart... 多敢放胆去爱, 你获得的幸福就多少... 多敢放胆去相信, 获得时的快乐就多少... 可是, 一颗受过伤, 畏缩, 自我保护的心, 能多放胆去爱, 放胆去相信呢?? 不能... 真的不能... :( ... 时间, 或许是解药; 也可能, 只是逃避的麻醉药... Happiness comes with a risk... a risk that you may hurt yourself even more...

ok ok... enough of all these emo-ing things... shoo shoo... today in PA class, something extremely, terrifyingly hilarious thing happened about Wei Mae and Qing... hahahhaha XD... i just can't stop myself from laughing when i think about it... damn priceless well... hahahahahahaha....



So this is what happened:

PA class, for some reason, had a very, quite so, long break in between... so we were roaming around outside of class for a bit... then, Car Yi, Andrea and Yi Wen went downstairs to buy snacks... on the other hand, Me, Wei Mae and Qing went back to class... i was feeling a little hungry, but didn't want to buy food to eat (after class then want go eat lunch edi, didn't bring bread today)... Suddenly, i saw a cup of "Chocolate luv" on sitting on my table (stair)... "chocolate luv" is a drink like hot chocolate, only that it's an ice-blended (loved very much by Car Yi)... so i started asking whose it was... the first thought was Car Yi, but she wasn't there... so it was just as a huge, tempting mystery... I WAS SOO WANTING TO DRINK IT...

Suddenly, Ela, who was sitting in front said "the person that put it there said it's for you", she was talking to me... err.... then, Qing and Wei Mae immediately thought of that 'very tall guy'... lol... don't ask me why... They went hyper, i tell you... "owh.... so sweet..." things like that... Then, Ela continued "he said he bought it but didn't like it, so give to you"... "waa... such lame excuse... bla bla bla..." they got so crazy...

To confirm their "suspicion", they asked Ela "is this guy very tall??" guess what?? Ela said "YES..." like it was the most obvious thing in the world... Qing and Wei Mae was hysterical at this point, totally in the clouds dancing... Just then, the truth reveals, Ela said "Nigel" ... you could practically heard the sound of Wei Mae and Qing crushing down from heaven to hell whey... hahahahahaha... the only thing i could manage was to laugh, non-stop, there was really no way to stop the laughter... lol... their expressions were totally priceless whey....

So that's about all, the story of Qing and Wei Mae crushing to hell... hahahaha....

Dinner

Went to church with my brother as usual...

That evening, there was a "farewell party" for one of his friend... although i did not know tat person, still, enjoyed the food la... haha... it was at some "Yippee Club" shop... i heard it's famous for it's bubble tea... the food actually wasn't very very nice la... but bubble tea so superb... conclusion for that meal : fattening fattening fattening... haha... oh well...

Really had fun chatting with them... i was introduced to one lawyer that night... quite a chatty person... haha... unfortunately, i wasn't really in a "debating" mood that time la... so... mostly listened to them talk lo... haha... got lame de, got freeze u de, got make sense de too... entertaining...

The sentence that really caught me... You can't changer someone that committed suicide, you can only sue those whom ATTEMPT suicide... lol... reason because : if you committed suicide, you are already died ma... haha... Oh ya, for your information, IT'S A CRIME TO COMMIT SUICIDE... conclusion: want commit suicide? make sure u succeed... haha... Then, the lady sitting beside me said that she want to change the topic, because "suicide suicide" like very horrible things... So the lawyer said "k la, change topic, we say about blowing people up =.="

Anyway, the weather that evening was so hot and humid lo... sticky... some more we sat at the smoking zone (outside, no air-con, balcony there) walao lo... had to tahan sikit... haha... anyway, soooo full and fattened... fell asleep in the car on the way back...

Sleep deprived

Yesterday was a so very tiring day...

Morning had kitchen service class. Menu??
Appetizer: Pumpkin soup
Main course: Chicken saute chasseur with potatoes
Dessert: Apple tart

did considered not bad la... unfortunate to say, i nearly unintentionally, indirectly, nearly killed/very badly wounded Wei Mae... phew... soooooo very lucky nothing happened... love you ya Wei Mae :))

After class, sat shuttle bus back to Mentari, headed over to Ella's place... Time to do Thinking Skill's project :) dragged and pulled and procrastinated like for sooo long.... at last, we started !! and got our hands dirty :)) in my case, my fingers, knees and legs too :D

Left Ella's place at about 9pm... so tired and hungry... on the way back, i was practically thinking about how and what to cook once i reach home... haha... ingredients and methods all floating in my mind... was also half-way thinking whether or not i should just skip dinner, to save all the trouble, and hope i won't get toooo hungry.. :P

It's SOO good having housemates :)))

By the time i reached back, i was so tired to fish my keys out from my bag, even was unwilling to raise my hand to press the door bell, i just called through the door... haha... apparently, those inside couldn't really hear i was calling, so still had to press the door bell...

The first sentence i heard was:
" Michelle, Ah Carmen kept some rice for you."

Wow~~ XD as happy as could be... haha... all stupid, dumb, rubbish-standard recipes forming in my brain just vanished... gulped one whole bowl of food down straight... haha... and i thought i wasn't THAT hungry... hmm...

I was so exhausted that i only filled half of my stomach and was to tired to caring on... =.= ... sat on the sofa intending to rest for a while... ended up falling asleep (asked Ah Fang to wake me at 10pm)... woke up at 11pm, fell back asleep, got up at 1am...

Took the bath i needed badly... tried to start at least something on my homework-urgent-list... which then included Food science, Accounts and a preparation for RDOD (T) assessment... mind you, all stated was need by today morning... sigh... siao lo me... gave up doing homework and headed for my dear bed at 2.30am...

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Woke up at 6am this morning... prepare, prepare... tried to do some more of that food science... saw that time was running late, rushed down... raining again... haiz... it's like maths notes and rain MUST go together :S had maths class today, so brought that whole bag of maths notes; it started to pour just slightly before i got out of the house... hmm... lucky?? haha... well, still got a little wet in the end... never mind, no big deal... dried up almost as fast as it got wet...

Got through the whole day is such tired state, i marvel at how i actually managed it (and still am able to had the spirit and energy to be blogging here) like, wow...


Gonna read Shopaholic :)) was unable to find ' The Nearly Weds ' back from the library, but found Shopaholic instead !! haha :D after this would be 'Soul Love' another book i came across while hunting for ' The Nearly Weds ' ... smiles :))

Need ta get up early tomorrow for market... ciao... busy day again?? likely...